Creating magic on the page and in the world
First time back in my apartment in over a week. I wanted this so badly. And all I can do is make poor choices and stare at walls. Not overly poor choices, but poor all the same. No editing has occurred. I can’t even get the energy to play video games. Or read. Or recite poetry. Maybe poetry. Get out some Keats or something.
On the positive side…at least you can make choices. That’s something…poor or not.
~~~F
I had a compulsion taken away from me about two months ago, and I feel immensely light. It was taken from me, no doubt, because before that fateful day, it was a need. Sometimes, I’d rather not have the choice to give into my compulsions 😉 But I also know I didn’t phrase this as a compulsion. Thank you for the comment!
It happens to me when the kids leave to go to their dad’s. Always takes a while to figure out what I’m supposed to be doing, what order to do it in, and to find the energy to do it. It’s like a winding down period. Good news is, it passes. Just give yourself the break you need from everything; when you’re ready, get up and just start.
I watched two movies last night. Really four, but two of them were Japanese erotica, and I skimmed because I just…. We think our porn story lines are bad. Theirs are not only horrifying, but lengthy. Was funny to watch.
The Japanese have strange sexual practices, from what I understand. I wouldn’t know firsthand…
No love hotels while you were over there? 😉
No love period.
So. You didn’t get love at all, or because or punctuation you got no love? A very weighty sentence 😛
Ha! I had to think about that one. I didn’t get any love at all.
It’s okay, take it slow. Sometimes you need to slack off a bit in order to recharge and get going again.
Yeah. This was just weird. It’s been a long time since I’ve been that tired. But I got some good movie watching in.