Tag: despair

Depression

It starts little. It’s difficult to go to work because of anxiety attacks and a feeling that you’ve accomplished nothing. It’s your friends disappearing because you moved away and they’re married. It’s having a hard time meeting new people because most of your social… Continue Reading “Depression”

Depression is my motivation

I sit here Saturday night, exhausted but hopeful. I’ve been fighting massively with depression the last two months. It’s still there. Depression never really goes away. It’s a lot like an addiction. However, the past few days there’s been light. It’s like being in… Continue Reading “Depression is my motivation”

Destruction or Motivation

It’s that one thing you cannot forget. The thing that keeps you up late at night, staring at a screen. You forget it for weeks, maybe months, but then it’s there in front of you, reminding you of good times, bad times, of failures… Continue Reading “Destruction or Motivation”

Reigning Over the Sea

There was a man kneeling on a cliff, legs folded under him, sitting on his calves and feet. His lips quivered and his torso and head went up and down as he wept. Hands raised to the sun which was setting in the distance.… Continue Reading “Reigning Over the Sea”

Coming Home

There was a girl on the side of the road, walking through the rain. Her hair was matted to her face and down her neck and back. Her clothes was soaked through. Cars drove by, the water spraying behind their tires to splash her.… Continue Reading “Coming Home”

Sleepless

It’s a little past 2am. A blessing is the illness I thought would be crippling today was only inconvenient. I’ll take that. The curse is it’s past 2am, and I don’t want to lay down. So I’ve decided to write a poem. Then I’ll… Continue Reading “Sleepless”

A Man in Despair

Wisdom ┬áThis song is both for me and another. These stories are for me. I’ve just felt empty at work. Pointless. I do have a lot of amazing things. It still feels like this. Writing this and wisdom have helped a lot. I think… Continue Reading “A Man in Despair”

Lovers’ Paradox

By Kelst With you beside me, I am invincible. With you half here I am dying. With you gone I shall conquer the world. I wish I were invincible, But I shall take the world to console me.

Alone

I didn’t meet all my goals for last month. It’s been a tough few days. Today’s going to be a very tough day. The next few weeks will be immensely tough. But so it is with the heart. The good news is Keslt can… Continue Reading “Alone”

It is what it is, but we aren’t

There is a phrase I enjoy using, “It is what it is.” I started using this phrase when a friend kept going from one bad situation to another, and each time she let it drag her down. A situation is a situation and if… Continue Reading “It is what it is, but we aren’t”