Tag: Faith

Affirmation

A light bulb clicked Saturday. This is how I work. I do not gradually learn as information is provided. It is continuously provided, it stacks on a scale, and eventually it all just clicks and I understand. It was something I’ve been anxious about… Continue Reading “Affirmation”

How am I

How am I? I am pained Every day when you’re not here Every week when I wake up to an empty pillow Every month when I’m reminded I’m alone by other couples Every year when I can’t find someone better I am determined Every day I… Continue Reading “How am I”

Retreat, Then Advance

Was at a retreat all weekend. My NaNo has suffered. As of today I need to write 1800 words a day. That will go up more tomorrow. I can deal with it. My bitterness has been boiling over into rage towards others. The fury… Continue Reading “Retreat, Then Advance”

Guatemala Sept 21st, 2013

Finally, right? It won’t be entirely verbatim, but mostly I’m taking straight from my journal with some pictures inserted. September 21st, 2013 We are in Guatemala. The women are beautiful. The country is beautiful. the city is beautiful. The morning started at 4:15am. After… Continue Reading “Guatemala Sept 21st, 2013”

Guatemala Part II

I still need to write about my first trip! But today I finished up my vaccination for one of the hepatitis strains I started long ago for this trip to Guatemala. I was also asked by Pastor if I wanted to go. I’ve been… Continue Reading “Guatemala Part II”

Pray Without Ceasing

This has been stuck in my head. All morning it has been stuck in my head, and I’m going to note it as something significant. “God’s not dead, He’s surely alive, and he’s roaring like a lion.” 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 – Rejoice always, pray without… Continue Reading “Pray Without Ceasing”

Everything Changes

Tears stream down my cheeks. What could I have said? What could I have changed? Now there’s someone with All the flaws you left me for, Some flaws you said you’d never tolerate, And I’m left here waiting, praying, hoping, Alone. If it were… Continue Reading “Everything Changes”

Women Break My Heart and Nose

I was six. It was snowing, my parents were buying plane tickets in a time where you had to go to the airport in order to make the purchase. We didn’t have internet back then. It was snowing and I went to a friend’s… Continue Reading “Women Break My Heart and Nose”