Tag: loneliness

Never Forget

So this song came out and just pulled on me. I mean, who wouldn’t it pull on? Who hasn’t had that one lover that was a best friend, everything in the world, and then they walked out? I mean walked out is a general… Continue Reading “Never Forget”

Depression is my motivation

I sit here Saturday night, exhausted but hopeful. I’ve been fighting massively with depression the last two months. It’s still there. Depression never really goes away. It’s a lot like an addiction. However, the past few days there’s been light. It’s like being in… Continue Reading “Depression is my motivation”

Two Years

You said I’d change in two years Said that I’d move on in two years Couldn’t go off on your adventure, For fear I wouldn’t be here. I’m still here after two years, Couldn’t heal after two years, Still have all my pain Still… Continue Reading “Two Years”

Bigsbee and his Heart

Ever have a good day and yet there’s a shadow descending upon you? I can’t sleep. Here is my tribute to hopefully placate insomnia. The club was filled with dancers wearing one piece outfits with fishnet stockings. Black netting wrapped around their bodies, with… Continue Reading “Bigsbee and his Heart”

Doors

A loving man opened the door, though it was slammed in his face, and she stood at the threshold. She said, “I want to see inside, but I can’t enter.” “Why not?” She looked at another door and entered into another man’s home. The… Continue Reading “Doors”

Reality

Tears run down my cheeks As I know you’re not here.

Note Cards

I wrote upon a note card how life was, as I couldn’t stop thinking about you. I sent it by tossing it up and it disappeared. I don’t know how, but I know that’s how I could get it to you. I returned in… Continue Reading “Note Cards”

Sleepless

It’s a little past 2am. A blessing is the illness I thought would be crippling today was only inconvenient. I’ll take that. The curse is it’s past 2am, and I don’t want to lay down. So I’ve decided to write a poem. Then I’ll… Continue Reading “Sleepless”